Late nights before work suck.

I must be determined to do this. I must be determined to do this. I must be determined to do this.

Oh yeah, update on that walk. I took my camera with me and took some pictures of the area I live in, namely around the gazebo. I apologize if any of the pictures are blurry.

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This is that little gazebo thing I was talking about. It's in the middle of the circle of houses that border the place. Usually people just read there or have their kids play on it, but when no one's around it's easy to relax and focus.

http://i1142.photobucket.com/albums/n617/AidenForrester/SDC11876.jpg
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That's one of the walkways leading up to it. They have small signs at the start of those to warn people that it gets slippery when it rains. Nearly busted my ass on that thing more than a few times.

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http://i1142.photobucket.com/albums/n617/AidenForrester/SDC11883.jpg

I really did mean that where I live is a giant canopy. Very nice to have with the hot spring and summer weather.

http://i1142.photobucket.com/albums/n617/AidenForrester/SDC11886.jpg

And there's the exit of the place. It just gives me more of a secure feeling the way this area is. Closed in, sheltered. You get my drift.

So there's that. Now for the title. I always have that problem where I can't sleep the day before I have to work. Luckily, I don't work till the afternoon. Sadly, I sleep till then most the time. My mother wants me to babysit my sister tonight while her and the step-dad go out. Not like I was planning anything. Didn't do much today either except hang out with a friend of mine. I don't even know what to really do right now. Where should I start? What should I try for? Might go job hunting tomorrow to see if I can get paid slightly better. I really don't care what the work is. I just need the money. When I mentioned that to one of my friends yesterday, he suggested prostitution to me of all things. Honestly I don't think the market for a man-whore is in demand around here, even if that crossed my mind.

And again, a man needs to look good shirtless. I don't think I'm terrible-looking, but still. I always think that you'd have to be one of those well-built men with abs and biceps who has good endurance. I have that last part, but that's aside the point. Anyone out there have ideas? Obviously I'm starting to over-think that a little.

...I really should sleep.